a heartful of words left unspoken

2008-07-10T19:32:00.001+08:00

awwwwwwww, i'm greatly missed. *touched*

2008-02-29T13:50:00.003+08:00

check this video out, boys and grrls :D

2008-02-23T23:49:00.004+08:00

Fathul Hakim Bin Abdul Latiff :;
I`ve broken both my legs, falling for you.
I wanna share the rest of my life, share my innermost thoughts, know my intimate details to you.
Someone who will stand by my side and give me support and give me the feelings that the best is still ahead.
Reach out for my hand, hold me through it all, go through every obstacle we have to face together, just don`t ever let me fall, cause my love for you is for a million reasons, trust me.
230208 - Rusty's.
ilya, bby :D

2008-02-16T03:05:00.003+08:00

he`s my drug & I`m addicted

I had fun with RustyBby and his friends :D
His day didn`t turned out what he expected.
Everything went wrong.
But still, I had fun. We ate at Lau Pa Sat.
& We CAM-WHORED !
It was my first time eating there though. *blushes*
Then, we walked to Esplanade to watch Chingay.
Was crowded and can`t be seen.
So, hang-ed out by the riverside.
Thanks Bby for everything(:

p/s: 'I`m sorry bby cause I can`t ton to stay by your side.'

2008-02-15T01:34:00.002+08:00

Happy Valentine`s Day everybody (:

14 Febuary; just sucks.

Missed the bus.
Took cab. Fare was so expensive -.-""
Late for school, ran 3 rounds.
Mr. Michael Ho asked me three questions:

" Why do you always come to school late? Why do you always sleep in class? And why you didn`t stayed back when I asked you to yesterday? "

Me and bestfriend didn`t talked much today. Hmm..
Screwed up my common test. I SLEPT.
Fought with my mama.

Everything went wrong but later on, I met up with my loved ones.
They made my day! I just love all of you guys :D

The first rose I`ve gotten in my whole life.

Sam proposing to Bella. SWEET; ain`t they?

CANDID. captured by: KIM.

that`s all folks!

2008-02-08T23:05:00.003+08:00

I met Uddyno Sourstuff just now!
Ohmygod, he got the looks of Fauzie Laily. LMAO .
had funfunfun. his friends were funny and clownish-y.
after that, we met up with BellaSam. we ride the TOPGUN thingy.
it was so fun! follow-ed sai&gang to PAYA LEBAR to play pool :D
then I went to met up with Izzat.
okay I`m done for now.

2008-02-02T15:09:00.002+08:00

I`m just addicted to this song.

Nice one ey? Well, went to Karmillah`s chalet just now.
Had some fun & kecoh-ness. Bumped into Naqib, Yantek And Rusty.
Took cab until Queenstown. Stomach was in pain.
I vomitted 5 times. I don`t know what`s wrong with me.
sheesh. Went home and eat a little. Lepak-ed with Bestie&Brothers Toh Guan.
I just love them loads you know. My brothers&sisters.
After that, went to meet-up with my old friends.
Faris, Nasrul, Aidi & Black Boi.
I sure had fun hanging out with them.
Its was two years back since we knew each other.
Laughed like hell sia when I met them.
They just never fail to make me laugh lar, seriously.
Klakar nak mampos! *laughs
Reached home at 3 plus.
I`m done for now okay baby?

2008-01-25T19:22:00.001+08:00

hey people.

first and foremost, I`m sorry I didn`t update for like, ages?
I was totally busy with school and art prep work.
N levels this year kaaan. tons of homework are piling up everyday.
*sighs.
wth. I should really buck-up lah.
I`m like soo far behind than my other friends.
so, my life? its been fine.
I`m okay now, no more cough & sorethroat :D
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
been going out only on the weekends.
cool or whaaat!
o level results came out ytr.
was soso dissapointed upon Izzat & Toyol.
haiis.
anyway, alotalot of events coming right up.
so tmr rewang & on sunday`s Kak Aishah`s wedding.
oh my gawwwdd.

I fucking miss my adek CACA ):

call me, beep me, if you wna reach me.

2008-01-02T18:27:00.000+08:00

argh. today is fucking sucky for me.
just please, can you give me a break?
first day of school sucks.
I broke up with Meo ytr.
argh.

GIG @ DXO ,

2007-12-24T23:21:00.000+08:00

GIG @ DXO .

L.C.W preparing to perform .

he`s so fucking hottt .

fahmi with his vocals and screamo .

they rock lar !

Well, all I can say I`ve wasted $12. But nvm. They rock lar kaann.
After the gig, we headed to esplanade. Slackkkkk ~
This part I don`t know how to explain .
Sam`s bag dropped down the riverside .
Thrown by caca !
Acc she wanted to throw it to Zat .
Then he wanted to avoid getting hit and smacked the bag away .
hahahahahahahahaha !
at last the bag was saved by the security officers .
pheewwww !
Then we headed to LJS . and then kite jalan² di Marina Square .
huuuhuuuuhuuuuu .
Then Zat send me home :D

2007-12-23T00:27:00.000+08:00

to my dearest sister :; BELLA NUR NABILA .

this one`s for uu darlingg :D

To the one who makes me smile
when I just want to frown .

To the one who can cheer me up
when I'm feeling so down .

To the one who holds me tight
when all I need is a hug .

To the one who stands by me
when all I need is a sister .

To the one who fills me with love
when I see her buyat face everyday =pp

To the one who lends me a listening ear
when I need someone to talk to .

To the one who rescues me
when I drown in my cries .

To the one who I can turn to
when there's nobody else I want to see .

To the one who I respect
and she`s no one else other than MY SISTER .

To the one I love,
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN !

We threw her a surprised party :D
Well, all I can say, I had sooo muchk fun !
and semoge Birthday Girl nyaaaa happy !
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .
here`s the PEEKCHURRES :

okay I`m done .
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

2007-12-21T17:01:00.000+08:00

this was captured by βέllαsαм .

imy larr gedek !

So, he left.
Leaving me in Singapore.
LOL.
Okayyyyyyyy ..
Ytr`s conference was soo the kecoh xia !
. Me . ZAT . Caca . Meo . Naqib .
We wanted to enjoyed conf for the last night .
Cause Qibby naek court to settle his case .
So .. We called all those frigging irrit people .
hahahahahahahahaha !
kecoh-ness to the max !
slept at ard 5 or 6 lyke that .
oke pergi ! :D

2007-12-15T19:31:00.000+08:00

KL beybehhh :D

First day.
Just long bus trips. Send a couple of msgs to dear and a phone call from Alin. Talked to her till the reception was off. Heh. Took peekchures inside the coach.

Was bored lar kaaan :D

Nenek kuu tershayaaangg :D

Adek sdare kuu yg tercomel :D

The coach was so comfortable till I dozed off. After a few hours we reached our destination.

the hotel we stayed .

nice kaan the christmas tree ? hee .

nie pt KLCC . kekes(:

I got to ride this thing oke .

see you tmr on kids` central !

2007-12-08T23:59:00.000+08:00

SKAFEST 2o07 `

skafest was a blast beybeh :D
sumpah takk bedekk .
skank-ed and mosh and enjoyed every moment out of it .
I had fun . who cares ? ( except Hilmi ) urgh .
THE SALLYS were awesome !
weeeee !
I LOVED IT .
ok I`m done !

2007-12-05T00:45:00.000+08:00

Went to JOHORE with Bella, Caca, Nyai && Wak Minah ! :D:D

cucu - cicit S. Jibeng .

Cute kann Wak Minah ! haaas .

after that around 8 plus went to Bugis tuh meet Meo && Casper .
haaas .
then Meo sent me home ! LOL .
ok goo .

2007-12-03T23:15:00.000+08:00

This happened @ Toys 'R' Us.

Its been quite a long time since the four of us :; Bella, Nunu, Caca and Me went out. So, we decided to go Vivo! LOL. Had effing fun lar, really :D

2007-12-02T14:31:00.000+08:00

the hotel we stayed :D

my fam and I were disgusted when we see this. BURONG?!

not much pictures actually.
no time to cam-whore. LOL.
I had fun lar kannn with my family yang kecoh nie.
they`re fucking kecoh-er then I thought lor! HAHA.
did alot of shopping deh.
ate alot alot.
update more later oke! promise! BYE!

2007-11-27T16:56:00.000+08:00

Missing My ONE && ONLY Bestie :; Shaz ! )):

the last peekchurre I took with hurr before she go.

I DON`T WANT YOU TWO TO END ):

Saturday Nights With JW Peeps :D

They`re my ONLY HAPPINESS !

I`m fucking bored right now.
Sometimes, seeing a relationship that`s toring apart in front of me breaks me down.

I see them happy.
I see them smile.
I see them laugh.
Now, I see them breaking apart.

Haiis. They`re Bella and Sam.
Oke tukar topic! :D
Shaz just TERRBANG ytr at 8pm.
Missing my bestie alot )):
Its been a long time since I cried UNTIL ytr night.
Haas.
Forget it! wakakasot .
Single Mingle is fun tao oke ! TAK BEDEK !
So tonight, I`m working @ Giant Pioneer Mall plak ! woooos ~
Meeting TUPAI, Skai, Ilyas && Mirza later at night :D
LOVING MY LYFE NOW !

2007-11-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

23 November 2007 :; Ghurls Day Out ! :D:D
Firstly, we ( Me, Caca, Bella, Nunu ) had a heart to heart talk. Kimmy also went down to settle the prob.
jahjahjah
Bought a new handphone which costs $9o.
WAKAKAPAL(:
Then went down to City Hall. Saw alotta peeps there larr sey ! woos ~
OUR KECOH-NESS STARTED .
ate @ LJS . Laugh and laugh lyke ~~fcuk~~. Did window shopping @ Marina Square. Camwhored in the toilet. We watched BARNEY !! ((=
Slacked at Esplanade. Lepak-ed with this group of GREEN TOP and WHITE SKINNIES GROUP. Hah. They asked for Caca`s and Nunu`s number.
Decided to burger to PENIN. Saw NAQIB and gang. Hawtstuffs lar them!
blablabla
Then Bella realised she left her bf`s hp at esplanade! Me and Caca ran W/O SHOES lyke fcuk around esplanade. HAHA! saaaaaaaap! HP DAR ILANG.
DELICIOUS SIAK. Reached home, msg2 with CALEB. Haas.
oke I`m done! :D:D

2007-11-07T10:36:00.000+08:00

p/s : HAPPY 17TH BDAE BACHEN KUU :; EEN .

ii`m just plain bored now . so ii updated ! ((:
ii`m happy upon both my sisters , Bella && Caca .
they`re in lovee ! and ii love to see them happy and SMILE =D
ii`m happy only when they`re happy ya .
Bella finally found her love :; Sam Hisyam larr seyy !
and Caca ? she`s currently in love with my Bestie , Malik .
they`re otw to be toqether one day , ii hope so . LOL !
ME ? nahhhhhh . . o.O
wakakaSOT . ii`m mixinq bck with bdk2 o8 , apek && qanq . .
ii`m findinq my happiness ! ahhhh ~
taaaadaaaaa !

2007-11-07T10:24:00.000+08:00

they`re what`s left in my tiny heart .
ii`m currently not into a relationship now .
sick && tired of love .
FUCK YOU FAIS ! :D:D

2007-10-23T19:05:00.000+08:00

okay okay.
duet raye banyak dar masok.
thinqs ii wna buy :

~~red skinny.~~
~~turqoise blue skinny.~~
dark green skinny.
shades.
flmp omq.
zara tee.
~~topshop.~~

oh many more larhs.
a niqht to remember.

fais oh fais.
haiis !

2007-10-08T02:25:00.000+08:00

CINE DADER MATAE ARU LARR SEYY !!!!!!
ON THE 3RD .
ISAP JUBO SAMPAI KLUA SOM SOM !!!

2007-10-04T20:44:00.000+08:00

heys.
its been a long time ii did`nt update.
so here ii am! ii`m back to my single mingle life.
life`s been a struggle for me.
ii stood strong fighting through all those obstacles.
Raja Dzulhisyam :; he`s my past.
We broke up on the 23rd of September.
ii`m still loving him and waiting for him.

haiis. it`s not easy. everywhere ii go, memories.
controlled my tears wherever ii go.
fake smiles and laughter. ii miss him alot.
ii did`nt do stupid things after the break-up.
ii know how to think what`s right and what`s wrong.
he`ll remain in my heart.
everynight, ii look up to the sky, wishing he would be mine again.
ii love him.

(( * Your History Is Mine * ))

2007-10-03T13:48:00.000+08:00

happy sweet sixteen to Toyol :; Khairul Rizal ! (:

2007-10-01T23:40:00.000+08:00

a new life, a new beginning for me.

Bella Nur Nabila :; my one && only sister.
hearts.

" we love skinnies ! " ii fucking love them okay ! (:

Mohd Ridzuan Shah :; Puppet Satiam.
a brother uu could lean on.
hearts.

Mamat Rockstar :; imy and ily too .

K ii d ! he`s my quy for now. LOL

them! ii hearts them many2 muchk2!
they`re my laughter. :D:D

last but not least, BACHEN !
bushuk love you alot lar sheyy.
he`s my happiness.
after broke up with Kecik, he made me smile and laugh.
and here he comes in my lyfe AGAIN,
making it a colourful one for me!
(:

2007-09-29T22:33:00.000+08:00

Saturday was not like a Saturday indeed! lol.
Slept ONE WHOLE DAY .
From sahor till buke! hahak.
after buke, met up with Tupai. Azlin lar seyy! :D:D
ferstly, lepak-ed with Nasrul, Faris and Shafiq.
Then lepak-ed with Salleh and JunLong.
After that lepak-ed with Faiz and gang.
And then Az and his two friends tompang us to Yuhua`s McDonald.
Lepak-ed with Chak Qamal and friends. =DDDD
From there, we WALKED to Taman Jurong.
so fucking tired + exhausted!
ton-ned @ Mamat`s crib.
(:

spot those sexxay legs? haha. Mamat`s!

&& ii`m missing Mamat right now.
Ohhh gawd~

2007-09-07T22:21:00.000+08:00

# o7 September `o7 -

bury your sorrows, eat up your worries.

2007-09-01T22:11:00.000+08:00

o1 September :; Khalis Bdae Party .
. esplanade + Boat Quay ! **

chills and spills babe ! :D:D

2007-07-31T21:59:00.000+08:00

art students @ N.A.F.A :; School Of Arts !

see you tmr on kid`s central ! =DD

2007-07-07T03:10:00.000+08:00

x o7o7o7 x

A Memorable Night To Remember .

It was Net`s birthday party @ Clubhouse (((:
Yesterday night, ii did Net`s bdae pwessie till 4 am.
DADDY TIDO!! BLUEKKKKK ~
ii don`t wnt anything tuh go wrong. Woke up early in the morn.
Akak pii tuition. So left with Bbik, Pipin nn Uncle Amin.
Played com dn bathe until akak && Net came home.
ciap2 fr the party. one by one came tuh the party.
WEEEEEEE ! ii`m so excited ! x ))
budd` at the same tyme ii miss my Yayang* ! ii was expecting hym tuh go .
tapi dier tark pii . tapi its okay ! )))))):
ii decorate the clubhouse ckett2 . hehes !
dn bbq . ii had effing funfunfun ! wooooooo ~
ramai siol dtg . ampai tark terlayan ! wakakakaka !
even Fadiq dtg . tapii ii nvr layan ! =p
took pikchas ! jahjahjah
dn me && Akak agie downg surprise .
we took the cake down && sang birthday song .
eventually , everyone joined us in . Net blowed out the candles ! ((=
blablabla
guests started goinqq hme . we headed to the pool .
nie partt PALENG GEREK ! smue kene campak msk dlm pool .
fuhhhh ! PEII SEJOK !! hahaha .
tapi fun gilurr dok ! everyone smue couples .
haiis . kdg2 ii feel lonely . sadsad*
blablabla
changed clothes smue , headed down AGAIN .
left with us ~~FOUR~~ . Akak, Net, Me && John .
haiis . ii miss the four of us goinqq out together uu knw ?
no one knws hw ii feel sehk dt tyme .
Akak ukak agu ' Rindu Serindu Rindunya '
ii was holdinqq bck my tears . skalie terjato . haiix !
dn Bao tron . He make me smyle . LOL .
so five of us COUNTDOWN TUH NET`S BDAY !!!!!
woooooooooooos ~
dn bergantong nan Daddy Kush ampai terbobok !
sorry shyg . ii mintk maap )))):

p/s : Lovinqq Uu More && More Each And Everyday -

2007-07-03T14:38:00.000+08:00

HAPPY B II RTHDAY BOYFR II END ! (:(:
. MAL II [ K ] II M .
three years of fr ii endsh ii p !

2007-06-30T15:20:00.000+08:00

lawa tark ? ii designed it ! NET`S BDAE INVITATION ! ~

2007-06-24T02:40:00.000+08:00

dier acc tark blaja tauu . niie cume stakat nk ameqq gamba pei psl .
ii`m missinqq hym LOADS ! )):

ako dgn muke BUYOKKU !!!

VANDALISM pt table Library. wakaka! kuu BENCI dier !

today , blaja nan my akak @ Jurong Library .
Ate pt McDonald`s . dn met up with Akak`s Ex :; Swalihin .
LOLOL
can`t concentrate sak . dn mii && Akak bbl kunns all the way .
blablabla
met up with Shaz . Akak && Swalihin aleqq .
- BOREDOME @ LIBRARY -

watched Fireworks with Bestie ! wooooooooo ~

2007-06-21T14:27:00.000+08:00

New Ha ii r style dok . hmphs .

ii`m missing my DADDY lotssaaa )):

2007-06-18T14:18:00.000+08:00

. UKHWAH CAMP 2o07 .
a memorable one ! ahhhhh ~
@ Masjid Mujahidin .
ii`m a SAMBLENG = minah tudong !
LOLOL ~
ii made alotta friends lohs . they are fun peepos !
ii enjoyed myselff larhk . .
ii wnt more more more ~
MUHSININ OIIII !

2007-06-14T23:58:00.000+08:00

nga akai adqq PIPIN`S cap (:(:

niie nga penat gilurr ! KIM BUYOK KN ?

syafiqq gilurr ! ((:

today ii met my Daddy fr the 2nd tyme .
LOLOL so the kecoh-rable hohs .
ate @ LJS . aleh2 Daddy muncol . ((((((=
gue dar start malu taw ! jahjahjah
bbl nan dier . dn he gave me cigarettes .
wawawa ~
baek sek . Bicara Manis Menghiris Kalbu !
wakakakakakakaka !!
he proceeded tuh V ii vo -
dn we proceeded tuh ESCAPE THEME PARK !
wooooohooos ~ we ride all the rides . funfunfun*
Bella && syafiQ vewie the cweet lohs . klau lurhs Daddy kuu adr .
hmphs ! overall , ii had fun ! a memorable one indeed .
oh yar, met Bachen @ Downtown East too .

ii`m in L O O O O V E ! :D:D

2007-06-13T17:26:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum! ((=

updating updatin . .

- 11o6o7 -
Art Exhibition .

-12o6o7-
Came back from ton-ning @ Changi Beach.
Meeting with My BESTIE! adeQq Wawa.
Blanje hur lohs! Seeeeee.

yummms* Wanton Noodle + Soup ((:ii took this !
Shaz took this ! :D:DShe drank hurs. ii can`t finish all! BLOATED! =x
OREO CHEESECAKE WAS N II CE ! =))`
Me && Wawa sure have LOADS of things tuh story.
Da lame tk umpe pehhhh ! weeee . heartts hur !
ii`m missinqq my darlin systta BELLA* !

ii editthurred this fr hurr tau! love uu akak! ((=
Raja Dzul Hisyam .
Fr short , C I N E **
my daddy . he`s the one whu never fails tuh mke me smile && laugh .
cherishh uu -

yours truly :;
` a d e q q k ii k ii ( c ) x o x o -

2007-06-11T03:07:00.000+08:00

guessed what ?
K.I.A is back ! (((:

we went back tuh a place we went a year back ago .
CHANGI BEACH . full of memories , happiness && laughter .
at last , met up with my Abg SKY ** fr the FERST tyme .
we had loads of fun ! endless fun . until we forgot the time .
now , Abg SKY ** joining us . so its S.K.A.I . stail kns ?
love them loads ! thnks Abg SKY ** fr everything ! :D:D

HAPPY 17th BDAY CHUCKY !

p/s :; Mummy Shygs Daddy Many2 !

2007-06-06T03:33:00.000+08:00

. . WA [ K ] YM over . .

2007-05-25T12:13:00.000+08:00

2007-05-18T23:59:00.000+08:00

. 18o5o7 .

( akak && adQq )

( Shuana && Me )

( My Abg Ipar && Akakku . Sweet kns ? )

Our Make - Up : thnks tuh BRENDA . (((:

hang out @ Woodlands . mencekik pt Sarpinos .
Went tuh hys Makcik`s criib . ((=
the house was so nice ! ii LOIIKE ~ kte make-up artist peh uma mahhs .
LOLOL
afta dt accompany akak tuh Melvin`s party ! :D:D
my day was jsut o0kayy . .
knw whut ? ii`m missing Shaz && adeQq Nunu lotsaa .
they are having their Sports Camp . hmm .
&& ii`m fcukiin worried abt Farah . haiis . . )):
ok ii`m done !

- ii`ll Hold A Place Fr Uu && ii -

2007-05-16T22:48:00.000+08:00

- ii`m So 0ver iit -

~~Another Dissapointment !~~

sys , pe agie kau nk dr aku ? tk cukop pe kau uat aku dissapointed !?
ferstly cause uu stopped sch . secndly , ~~abortion~~ . && now , kau nk msk .
piker pe siol ? dahdah . ckp uhk !
ko ckp ko windu skola plak ? windu aku . skwg aru tau uhs kau carik aku .
ii don`t knw wd tuh sae nimre lurhhs ehk .
uu rrly dissapoint me . haiis ! )))':
ii jsut miss the old uu , when we used to share everything together .

next , erwin . wna knw wd he say ?
" kau dader adeqqs fam luper braders ehk? "
blablabla . - arguments -
HE NEVER UNDERSTANDS ME.

why is everything nt the same nimre ? ii`ve changed tuh the betta . rytte ?
why my past is coming bck ? ii wna stay tuh the me now .nt lyke last tyme . .
its jsut nt right .

" There`s no use looking back or wondering."

Anugerah Night

2007-05-15T23:21:00.000+08:00

15o5o7 ( the day he lost hys wallet )

Pity hym he lost hys wallet . But we still went fr Anugerah .
This week was the results . Guessed whut ?
ABG AWIE kte kuaa ! haiis . . sadsad* )):
Nenort go Anugerah nimore . Nie lurhhs tande2 why he lost hys wallet .
To Abg Awie : Your journey does not end here .
we will continue supporting uu yarhhs ? xD
ii enjoyed 3 weeks of going Anugerah dear , really . ((((((:

. It`s getting a little late && it`s time tuh move on .

2007-05-11T23:05:00.000+08:00

- 11 o5 o7 -

HAPPY BDAE MAMA LENA ! ((:
miss uu LOADS ! .
Went shopping with akakkuu :; Lala @ Marina sQuare && Bugis street .
after that met shayanggkuu , abgkuu Jae && abgkuu Yan && Kak Yat (:(:
@ Bugis . dn Yat && Yan headed hme .
We walk2 dn we walked tuh City Hall tuh catch the sunset .
Budd` TOO BAD :; we missed it fr the scnd tyme ! )):
dn we cam-WHORED pt underground .
kecoh-NESS :D:D

walked to Boat Quay . had a drink @ Coffee Bean .
it was very r0mantic + switt lurhhs ! xD
agie2 along the river with slow songs . awwww ~
ii had funfunfun ! ii bought fr hym ~~Spongebob Boxers~~ .
gave it tuhh hym . pehh ~~BADI~~ semcm . he lyked itt ! ((=
hekhekhek . .
dn we headed home . ii hate seperations ! =.=

# Nobody Wanna See Us Together But It Don`t Matter n0 , Cause ii Got Uu ! -

2007-05-09T22:53:00.000+08:00

. Andy Iswandy .

Bukan pura-pura cinta kpdmu :;
Setulus perasaan yg dtg dr dalam jiwa .
Hanya ENGKAU SAJA , merajai hatie .
Mengisi kekosongan kekeringan
Jiwaku yang tandus sekian lama . .
Pergilah saat duka lara
Lupakan masa derita
Hadirmu merubah segala
Dunia bagaikan syurga -
Luka dihatiku , engkaulah pengubatnya (:(:
Cintamu yang syahdu satu dalam berjuta
Terimalah sayang cintaku seadanya
Jangan dikesalkan aku pernah terluka .
Hanya pada Tuhan ku serahkan segalanya
Tiap perancangan , suka duka manusia
DitentukanNya . .

2007-05-03T20:38:00.000+08:00

today was my SUPPOSINGLY THIRD ANNIVERSARY with KECIK .
hmms .
kasih tark kesampaian .
quite long huh ii`m single ? lol .
my lyfe`s still the same .
alot of things been happening .

ferstly ,
Fafa fought with Didi .

secondly ,
Wawa fought with Zizi .
klaklaaa siott ! xD
tsk tsk . . pe niie gado2 ? haiiyoo . .

klurhhs .
ii DID NOT do well fr my exams .
haiis .
ntah larhk ehks .
toodles ~

2007-04-28T20:33:00.000+08:00

well today !
ii had quite muchk fun lurhhs .
ferst tyme goinn` out with John . LOL ~
so me , John , Bella , Jae && Fafa went tuh town .
we took ALOT of peekchurres . =D
the ghurrls make-up lyke DOLLS . kewl rytte ?
thnks tuh BELLA . xD
dn ton @ Nyanyi`s hse . jahjahjah ~

. ii`m Falling fr uu Darl .

2007-04-23T23:39:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum .
so today`s my 2nd month breaking up with Kecik .
wakakakakaka .

2007-04-22T01:55:00.000+08:00

weeeeeeeee ~

ii had funfun @ Sc ii ence Centre ((:

ii love dhem .

2007-04-19T12:12:00.000+08:00

haluu . nie kym . saper di cana ?? wahahaha .
ii`m having my PHYSICS lesson . did this out of boredome .
my lyfe is jsut a boredome . same thing over && over agaen (:(:
umm ya , ii`m gna change my blog url . and everything .
lazy uhhx . . ii`m werking on sisttalurbe`s blogg .
haiiya ! mid year next week .
trying VERY HARD tuh concentrate 0n studies .
many obstacles blocking in my lyfe . have tuh be strong .
ii`m trying very hard tuh move on && be the happy me last tyme ! =))`
j ii a uu KYM !! woooooo ~
hahas . sometymes ii`m dissapointed in my ghurls too .
satu2 nanges utk jantans . haiis . . sad tauu .
sii fafa nie uat angkong tyme art . babi tol . dn shaz mam byk pill .
OVERSODE ! agy2 obat asthma . aiiyoyyoooyyoyo ~
lolol . on tuesday , me , kathy && shazzy went to Fafa cr ii b `
had fucking funfunfun !!! hahahhahahahhahaha . .
kte uat porn TERKINI . peh kecoh !! =ppp
ii love dhem four LOADS ! =]
klurhhs2 . . ciiao ~

2007-04-14T20:10:00.000+08:00

Went tuh catch a movie @ Town . with Lala , Titi , Caca && Jae .
Caca was lyke so fuckiin` cute worrs . hahahaha ~

2007-04-12T20:19:00.000+08:00

Me . Titi . Lala .
Cutting the Apology Brownie Bella made fr all of our 12 systtalurbbes (:
it was packed && given tuh the 1o systtas the nest morning .
awww ~ isn`t she sweet ? =))`

2007-04-08T13:46:00.001+08:00

I`m down with Fever , cough && flu . oh shucks .
been having alot of fun with systa lurrbes && friends . (:(:
Its a very long time ii did`nt lepak Esplanade since ii broke up with Faris .
So yeah , ytr Fafa asked me to cme down . ii sure had a whole lot of fun ! x)
It was Fifie`s bday . Lpk with dhem ! ii miss Cloud ! its been a long tyme ii lepak with hym .

2007-04-05T16:36:00.000+08:00

Days passed . My heart`s still empty . Well , ii moved on .

Especially with my Sista Lurbbes (:(:

&& ya , ii got my happiness back when ii was contacting with E`en .

ii learnt how to smile so widely . LOLOL =DDD

budd` nw kite da renggang . he`s having alot of probs && have no tyme talking tuh me .

haiis . it`s 0kayy . been busy lately . with cheer && art .

ii`m so dissapointed in 3N1 uu knw . jsut a handful are cooperating .

oh well . many efforts wasted . so , broke ties with Fye . hmmms .

nothing muchk to say acc . my lyfe is dull . =.=

okk done !

2007-03-24T23:58:00.000+08:00

Lyfe`s been a struggle for me . ii gotta let my past GO . .
Here ii am , at home , feeling ~~sick~~ . Having a BAD COUGH . my heart hurts .
As in physically hurt . its very pain uu noe . lyke someone stabbed myself . )):
I gotta be strong . Mama says she gonna bring me see the doc on Monday .
I got a job . BATA @ AnchorPoint . ii`m gna start work today .
wish me all the best ya ? (:
ii had effing FUNFUNFUN going out with Lala`s cuzzins .

HAPPY BELATED BDAYY TO SYAFIEE :; Lala`s cuz ((((((:
Kiki tayangg Lala many2 muchk2 . . !

and till now . those feelings for uu still`s here .

2007-03-14T23:37:00.000+08:00

So here ii am , 0nce again ! x))
miss me mahss ? LOL . 0ne week did`nt come tuhh sch .
&& Ms Zan , Mdm Marhaini lose hope 0n me . .
ii regretted larhhs . ii did`nt blame ~~Kecik~~ for all this .
Its my fault anyway . ii let myself weak in studies .
and its my fault too cause ii`m ALWAYS drifting away from my 0wn family .

So now , ii gotta move 0n with my lyfe w/o Hym * .
ii`m nothing to Hym* now . so why bother right ?
ii tried moving 0n , ferstly with Ajai .
dn ii told hym that ii cnt forget bout ~~Kecik~~ && ii still have feelings for hym .
Ajai let go of me . HMM . dn ii moved on with Alfie from yiss . =.=
ii still can`t move 0n laa seii . Everywhere ii go , MEMORIES .
so let`s jsut put this aside . ii had fun last Sat @ Sentosa .
Bumped into Jas && friends . All of us made friends ! ((:
jahjahjah

Now ii know to be strong . ii learnt my lesson .
ii don`t wanna be weak in love anymore . ii wna be the OLD KYM !
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL !!~

Camppp !

2007-03-02T19:06:00.000+08:00

0kay 0kay alright .
Alright alright 0k ! ((:
using Bella`s mama`s laptop . still haven`t cleep afta the camp .
LOLOL . ii can tahan uu know ! =pp
so let`s update on the sec 3 adventure camp @ Changi Coast ! x))
okkk gooo !

First Day Of Camp

Was introduced with our instructors :; Abg Alan && Zaid . Goofy dhem ! lols .
budd` in a blink ii got along with them . hahx . so we started with all the cheers && noise .
it started out badly . Syahid showing attitude probs . blablabla
Did activities like Sea Kayaking && Improvised Rafting .
ii REALLY enjoyed myself during the sing-a-long session laa seii ! wooos .
Dn we did night activities like blind mice trail .

Second Day Of Camp

Today`s activities ii did were Rock Climbing && CRC . had funfun larhhs .
did indoor activities . that was challenging . Had our campfire preparation .
Firstly , the class did not cooperate . dn slowly2 deyy took part .
we practised nn practised nn practised till the GRAND CAMPFIRE .
Campfire was effing fun laa seii ! ii enjoyed every bit of it ! =))`
ii LOVE it laa ! funfun * Plus , ii DamDam && Utt are so adorable .
awwwwws . lolx . ii rrly had FUNFUNFUN ! ((x
it was very memorable to me . At night lepak with the insructors awhile .
acc plan to ton with them , dn terlajak bobok . opppss ~

Last Day Of Camp

Rise nn shine ! We packed up && did area cleaning .
We clean abit budd` did alot of talking . hehes . did the sch assign .
dn we did some cheer that a`an did . had effing fuunn leiis ! ~
took pichas . dn its tyme for us to leave . haiisx . )):
When we board the bus , Alan , Zaid && Utt sang us the Linger song . so sadd sak ~
All of us cried . Even the instructors . We`re gonna mishk them LOADS !
ii got to hug all of them . weee ~ said our goodbyes . and off we go .
tired && exhaustedd ! afta dt had our lunch @ KFC . kecoh-ness .
now ii`m @ Bella`s crib . sleepover hre . gna take a long nap now ! (=`
chalo behtehh . .

( it feels diff now w/o the aeroplane sounds )

II MISS THE INSTRUCTORS ALOT ! AHHH ~

2007-02-27T12:33:00.000+08:00

0kayy . So uu guys know the news already rite ?
Me && KECIK . NO MORE ! we ended .
haiis . ii LOVE hym more dn my fam , MYSELF && anyone else .
all the time ii wasted bcos of hym , ppl hate me bcos ii`ve changed jsut for hym , could`nt concentrate in studies , got beaten upp , disciplinary probs , TEARS && SACRIFICES ii made for Hym* , ALL WASTED !
ii don`t wna lose uu . budd` ii LOST . ii gave upp . )):
ii did EVERYTHING to get uu back .
in the end , uu did`nt even appreciate me && my love . haiisx !
budd` what ii know , ii loved uu whole-heartedly .
you are MY FERST TRUE LOVE && no one can change that fact .
ii`m hre , still loving uu && waiting for uu . .
my love for uu is true . .

2007-02-24T11:42:00.000+08:00

Cintaku

Tidakkah engkau tahu Kecik , betapa ku sayang padamu .
Pedihnya bila engkau tiada . Untuk selama-lamanya .
Tapi di sebaliknya apa , yang engkau berikan padaku .
Kasih dan sayang itu tiada . Pilunya di hatiku .
Kini kau berubah , kau tak seperti dulu .
Mengapa Kecik , mengapa ? Engkau jadi begini ?
Kini aku menyesal menyintaimu .
Kerna cintaku dipermainkan secukup-cukupnya .
Apalah hatiku dalam percintaan ?
Kau membuatku tidak mahu cinta lagi sayang .
Mengapa engkau permainkan cinta yang sudah kita bina ?

Kini kalau tak sayang lagi , berterus terang padaku .

Kalaulah engkau menyintaku ,

Tak sanggup lagi ku menanggung ,

dugaan cinta yang kau beri terhadap diriku .

Sakitnya hatiku , kau mainkan hatiku .

Kau tidak melayan diriku seperti dahulu .

Cuba kau rasakannya :; apa yang telah ku rasa .

Kini pastinya kau juga akan mengintai cintaku .

Kini airmata pun mula mengalir .

Engkau masih belum berubah , engkau tetap sama .

Kini aku meminta maaf kerna hatiku dah tertutup untuk dirimu, oh Kecik .

Lepaskan aku , bebaskan aku , pergilah sayang . .

Jangan kembali lagi .

ohhhh ohhh ohhh ohhhhh. . Cintaku dipermainkan . .

( dedicated to Kecik )
Cìntåku.mp3.amr

2007-02-18T00:15:00.000+08:00

Valentines` Day turned out perfectly ! ((:

All of us had the most memorable day of 0ur lives . ( exp fr Tikoz )

Lazy tuhh update laa seii .

wna noe more ? tke a look @ Bella`s blog kayy ? x))

Sakhai && Farah .

Kecik && Kym .

Boii && Bella .

Toe && Tikoz .

- May 0ur Relationships Last Long -

Insyaallah !

2007-02-09T08:33:00.000+08:00

"Whenever life seems to drift you away from me, I can't help but cry. You've grown to be such a part of me that without you life is no more than a desperate sigh. They do say love comes and goes, and to that I disagree. So, here's my hand, take it and don't let go of me."

2007-02-08T16:38:00.000+08:00

MY PLAYGIRL DAYS ARE 0VER .
ITS TIME TO BE SETIE . =))`

broke up with Asraf .
broke up with Zul .
Ben asked me for a break-up .
Broke up with Web .
single mingle !

o3o2o7 . ii`m Kecik`s . ((:
12 . 55 am -

2007-01-13T05:25:00.000+08:00

You are so perfect for me . My life definitely changed when I met you . && it just keeps getting better everyday . I say to myself I've never loved anyone so much , yet everyday I love you a little more . There`s nothing that can compare to the feelings I get from loving you so much , && knowing that you love me too . You honestly do complete me .

2007-01-05T16:42:00.000+08:00

School pon da start . so fast kn ? x))
new updates ! `

Tik0z && sQuirrell found their true love . ii`m so delighted for dhem ! ((=
Tik0z caught up with her long lost love , Hedir . they are happy couples now .
help Boi_Mickey* with sQuirrell . though Boi hurt sQuirrell 0nce , she forgave hym .
and Boi broke up with hys ghurrl && went on with sQuirrell .
they are happy now . Love && happiness from each other . :))
wow ! ii`m so glad . :`) Me ? Nahh . . Naz forced me to accept Zul .
don`t know uhh . ughhh ~

ok next .
0ur form teacher is MrsChristinaChoo * wooohooo ! =]
ii`m beggining to love school . My class is more QUEITER !
`cause the class is w/o BeepIdiots* && Mansur + gang . :((
ii HATE seperations . Bad news : ii lost my coloured hair .
now its FUCKING BLACK . =.="""
suke ati uhh . . hahahahahahhahahahahahahhahhaa .
having probs also ahk . fam probs . these few days slalu kene bantai .
with my papa && ' kakak ' . ohh well . sipi2 kene halau .
fuck laa . fark my lyfe . hehe . && ya , ii`m jsut waiting for a guy .
ii wna be setie with hym for years . pleash ? =DDD

klaaa bye !

2007-01-03T12:19:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year To Everyone ! HAHAHA .
New Year :; New Lyfe ? let`s update .

kk . . ii had my Countdown @ VivoCity* .
went with sQuirrell , Tikuz , Daniel , Ryan && Shasha .
had effing FUNFUNFUN ! x))
bumped into Yazid . omfg . met Mamat Nemo too .
and some other peeps . =DDD
too bad ii did`nt get to celebrate with Apish* && Afin . ))) :
they decided to head to Esplanade . HMM .

blablabla . dey bukak botol . DID NOT see the fireworks . =.=""
k tu plak tkpe . my eyes uat hal . ii got sore eyes ! so painful .
so @ ard 12 ii headed hme with Azlin . chnged clothes . trn uma Wan .
lpk awhile . lalalulu ~ took cab to Vivo bck . =x
we payed for ONLY 2 BUCKS ! hehehe . . bumped into KakNana && RoiCiner .
&& oh . bumped into o8 peeps . o.O
met up with Khalid , Shaiful , Mamat && peeps .
kecoh-ness ! jahjahjah ~
walked to SilosoBeach* blablablaaa . reached hme ard 8++ .
saw that Sky suntooooonn @ toh guan bus stopp .
caiirrrr ~ wakaka . off to DISNEYLAND . =))`

. Kiki ("v") sQuirrell .

2006-12-29T08:44:00.000+08:00

days passed . ii realised ii`ve been wasting ALOT of my time .
its tyme to buck up laa . seriously . =x
school`s re-opening . ii decided to have a CLEAN record .
no more what`s that called ? ' kueh lapis '
LOLOL . skipping school lah kuku .
ii had enough of guys . ciibai pehh jantans .
lelaki && jantans are diff .

Lelaki : gentlemen . caring . blablabla
Jantans : pembastards . jsut want sex && fun .
HEARTLESS GUYS !!

oh fuck those kind of guys . ii love being single ! hoho .
ii think ii`m ready for school .
to be honest la ehk , aku windu blaja !!!! ahh ~
paisey ah gang . =.=""

okkk .
things to do before schook reopens .

1. ~~new school bag~~ .
2. ~~new shoes~~ .
3. ~~alter skert~~ .
4. ~~BLACK hair~~ .
5. ~~new pencilbox~~ .
6. ~~holiday assign ALL DONE !~~

puas hati beb ! kk . . chalo behteh .

2006-12-22T19:08:00.000+08:00

ferst && foremost , Happy Belated Bdayy AbgErwiin ! ((:
hope you appreciate mybirthday kisses . LOLOL .
HAPPY BDAE TO RIRIN !!
survey tagged by Syakina . ((x

01. Your name plus "poo"?
ANS : Kimpoo
*extra* plus "ed"?
ANS : Kimpooed

02. Two feelings at the moment?
ANS : Confused .

03. What are you listening to right now?
ANS : currently not listening .

04. A part of a song lyric that is in your mind?
ANS : Cintaku - Shah Ismail .

05. The highlight of your week?
ANS : Abg Erwin`s bdayy .

06. What are you craving to have for right now?
ANS : ice cream .

07. Any unforgettable childhood memories?
ANS : @ my old crib .

08. A not-so-good childhood memories?
ANS : hmm . .

09. What are your nicknames?
ANS : Kim . adQ . Kiki . Kymah .

10. Your three plans for tomorrow?
ANS : getting wet @ Sentosa , wish the bdayy ghurl, Ririn && haf FUNFUNFUN ! ((:

11. Are you thinking of someone right now?
ANS : yes yes yes .

12. Are you single?
ANS : don`t know .

13. What do you want?
ANS : ii wna meet Min !!! .

14. Say anything you like to whoever is reading your answers .
ANS : kim giler .

15. Are you feeling hungry?
ANS : VERY hungry .

16. Who do you miss right now?
ANS : Min . . .

17. Last friend you talked to online?
ANS : Apishh .

18. What do you like about the night?
ANS : ton-ning .

19. If you visit a farm, what would you like to see?
ANS : lembu uhhhhh . wkaka !

20. When you were a kid, what would you want to be till now?
ANS : teacher .

21. Last gift?
ANS : MickeyMouse frm Faris* .

22. Do you like it?
ANS : ii LOVED it ! jsut left with memories .

23. Do you play an instrument?
ANS : guitar ?

24. What song did you last hear?
ANS : Rahmat - Siapa Di Hatimu .

25. People you hate most?
ANS : ppl who hurt my loved ones .

26. Who makes you laugh the most?
ANS : loved ones .

27. What makes you smile?
ANS : my loved ones .

28. Who do you have a crush on?
ANS : shhh .

29. Name 10 ppl to do this .
- ANYONE
ANYONE
ANYONE !!!!

2006-12-20T13:50:00.000+08:00

Min Jepon .

thanks for everything .
thanks for borrowing me ur sim card .
thanks for helping me when ii`m in need .
thanks for the ride home .
thanks for the taxi money .
thanks for making me happy .
thanks for everything larh ! ((:

ii`m currenly using hys num .
anything msg or call taw !
- 82309413 -

PLEASE NOTE : tmr`s AbgErwin`s 17th bdayy ! ((:

ok ii`m done ! x))

2006-12-18T16:36:00.000+08:00

ii bumped into Faris the other day .
decided to tegor hym . LOLOL .

× brokenDOLL × . ___ . ♥ . It Tears Me Up . ("v") * says:
hii .
[[Boi Razor]] says:
hi
× brokenDOLL × . ___ . ♥ . It Tears Me Up . ("v") * says:
nga uat pe
[[Boi Razor]] says:
dgr lagu...then u?
× brokenDOLL × . ___ . ♥ . It Tears Me Up . ("v") * says:
same .
× brokenDOLL × . ___ . ♥ . It Tears Me Up . ("v") * says:
lom tido
[[Boi Razor]] says:
blom...asl?
× brokenDOLL × . ___ . ♥ . It Tears Me Up . ("v") * says:
tanyer jek .
[[Boi Razor]] says:
kk
× brokenDOLL × . ___ . ♥ . It Tears Me Up . ("v") * says:
hw u && ur ghurl
[[Boi Razor]] says:
huh?....tk de mataer...since break wif u then tk de mataer...then u?...dgr2 staed ngan bdk punk ehkh?
× brokenDOLL × . ___ . ♥ . It Tears Me Up . ("v") * says:
huh ?
× brokenDOLL × . ___ . ♥ . It Tears Me Up . ("v") * says:
tk dpt ahh . since ii break up with you pn lom ader matae ampai skrg .
× brokenDOLL × . ___ . ♥ . It Tears Me Up . ("v") * says:
saper yg pandai2 uat crite sehk
[[Boi Razor]] says:
entah...tk tao arh...drg2 jer
× brokenDOLL × . ___ . ♥ . It Tears Me Up . ("v") * says:
tk carik ghurl
[[Boi Razor]] says:
cari 2 cari jugak tapi i giv up....skrg minat minah malaysia arh...my sedare jugak...tunggu my mum blang dia nya mak jer arh nie...then u?
× brokenDOLL × . ___ . ♥ . It Tears Me Up . ("v") * says:
0uhhs . tk tawu uhh nk pilih mane satu . ( KIM MCM PHM )
[[Boi Razor]] says:
kk....cari yg btl2...jgn cari mcm my behavior...jahat
× brokenDOLL × . ___ . ♥ . It Tears Me Up . ("v") * says:
okiie . maner ader jahat
[[Boi Razor]] says:
btl per...break ngan u tk tao psl
× brokenDOLL × . ___ . ♥ . It Tears Me Up . ("v") * says:
dn u shud ask urself ahh . tkpelaa . jsut put the episode bhd .
× brokenDOLL × . ___ . ♥ . It Tears Me Up . ("v") * says:
ii wish u all the best in lyfe .
[[Boi Razor]] says:
u 2...k lah....i gtg now...k bubye...take of ureself

2006-12-14T02:35:00.000+08:00

long tyme no update huh ? ((:
gna be a nong nong nong post taw !
well . lyfe`s jsut 0kay for me . thre are ups && dwns .
let me story bout the downs ferst yea ?

DOWN 1

A && me are VERY close friends . A`s gf is jealous of me being close to hym .
they are currently on the risk of breaking up . BCOS of ME .
and now, A`s gf`s abg angkats are begginning to dislike me .
but STILL , A && B wna stay close with me .
ii`m dissapointed in myself . haiis . .

DOWN 2

this is a complicated one .
the one that my sisterLURP loved till NOW ( ii tink uhh ) , sound me stead .
tu pon tkpe uhk . he HATES my sisterLURP . dengki pt dier . hurts hurr .
and nw , he`s been contacting me . tapi . . naseb ku "baek" .
HP BILL KENA CUT !! pala butoo ~ bluekk !

DOWN 3

a few days ago uhh , ii thougt of patching up with my ex tersyg .
everything went wrong when found out smth .
he`s processing with a yiss ghurl . uhh ~
thre he goes ~ lolol .

DOWN 4

a few ppl are beggining to AVOID me , HATE me .
cos they think ii`m BAD INFLUENCE .
GO ON HATING ME . cos ii don`t farking cre uhh .
aku pon ader care la ehk . tk happy , kite bbl dpn2 ok ? =))
niie UNTUK : SYG2 KU YG TERASE !!! weee ~
budd` serious talking , ii`m not bad influence okk !! ?
ii don`t drink ok ? ii don`t sniff glue . ii`m not CHEAP .
ii don`t steam kodok . ii don`t have ang kongs .
ii don`t play shert . aku maseh ader MARUAH . taw !! .
utk berd && bdk2 o8 , AKU BUKAN SISTERS !!!!
once agaen , ii don`t influence ppl bad things , but instead ,
ii teach dhem the right things . so pls , trust me . ))))):

UP 1

ii`ve gotten new friends ! weee ~
bdk2 taman jurong . && ii`ve gotten a PAPA ANGKAT ! .
ii`m so pampered sia . he give me everything that ii want .
BAD THING : ii don`t lyke hym to hug && kish me .
ii`m so not comfortable . lagy2 he drinks . stop it siak ~

UP 2

more late nights && endless FUNFUNFUN ! x))

it`s story tyme ! =DD

- o8 ;; o9 DECEMBER o6 -
ton with bdk2 o8 @ PasirRisBeach* . Kecoh-ness ! (:(:
went home at ard 1 . pata alek thre . ton another night . =.=""
jahjahjah
we explored inside the RedHouse* AGAEN .
PLS NOTE : 1o ppl went in . me && Tupai tgh kotor . ahhh ~
we stayed inside the house ard 3o mins .
took peekchurres inside thre .

cme bck , we look baQ @ the peekchurres .
guess wd ? one of the pix , BHIND ME , thre is someone .
we could see TWO RED EYES . arghh !!~
dn in anoder pix , pix of Acit && Chop sitting on top of the gate .
bhd dhem , thre got 8 ghosts , EACH FACES WERE LYKE EACH OF US .
okk mls nk write agyy .

- 11 DECEMBER o6 -
ton with bdk2 TamanJurong * .
acc , me && Tupai ONLY planned to lepak with dhem .
they were Tupai`s old members . ii don`t even knw dhem .
reached thre , all of dhem were farking frenly .
mat2 piyo - piyo ribot !!!!! o.O
blablabla

tyme nk alek , salam-ed all . dn Min && Syuko wnt to knl2 with me .
dn two of dhem send us hme . otw thre , we bumped into a bapok .
that Bapok was romancing with a bangla @ JurongLakePark .
hahahahahaha . .
Min bsr pehh pandai gii honk @ the bapok . TWICE .
dn both of dhem cbt with their piyo - piyos , leaving us BHD .
wtf . the bapok chased us . maki2 kite . dn the bapok thn us until they cme .
Tupai gado with the bapok . dn the bapok kol police .
ii was told to call Min && Syuko . dn Min bwk trn members dier .
SO , satu gang bdk piyo - piyo trn . KECOH !!! woo ~

@ last kite peace dgn tu " Aunty " . lwk2 !!
decided to ton . cos Min && Syuko pakse . HMM .
jahjahjah
dn while ton-ning , Man sound me stead . cibaii dader ghurl .
at last , he became my Abg angkt ! x))
otw to papa hse , tompang Syuko . rounding uhh . ard JurongSec thre .
dn msk JurongLakePark . bth of us lpk thre . (:(:
had a chat with hym . dn off we went to papa hse .
hahahahaha . . blablabla ~

Az wnted my MickeyMouse necklace . HMM .
so precious + valueble to myye . budd` ii gave hym .
hpe he treasure it . went hme ard 11 .
ard 1++ Papa kolled . ask to meet dhem .
dn took cab to JurongEastSwimmingComplex .
he paid for it . =DDD

the guys sume da ciap nk mandii . papa paid for the entrance .
wakaka . . each of dhem gt AngKong siao . lawa dok ! ((:
ii lurrp Syukor nyer . dn dey mandi - manda . kite nenok jer .
afta dt , papa blanje all of us KFC . woohoo ~
dn jln kaki to TohGuan . tukaa aju . trn PondokBsr .
meet * Brudderz999 * miss dhem sia !! esp my abg terchayunk .
wooooo . blast musix . fun larhk . budd` ii STILL HAVENT SLEEP .
so farking tired taw ! dn Tikuz kolled . mishk hur LOADS !! .
lpk3 till ard 9 . dn off to LALALAND .

okkk golek !

2006-12-04T02:58:00.000+08:00

ii`ve pierced my nose at last ! (:(:
&& ii`m in L O VE *
budd` not yet ready . .
Faris was forgotten from my lyfe .
he`s happy with another ghurl .
&& ii`m glad . =)
memories are meant to be forgotten `
weeeeeee ~
now my wish is to catch up with all my sistaLURRPS .
another thing : MICKEY TO BE RELEASED FROM HYS REMAND .
hmm . winduu sewindu windunya pat dier taw ! .
more late nights . more laughters . more friends . FUNFUNFUN !! x))

2006-11-27T06:55:00.000+08:00

TON-NED WITH WAN BEDOK && FRIENDS .
TOOK FERST BUS TO PASIR RIS BEACH .
MET UP WITH MEMBERS ^^
LOVELOVE*

2006-11-23T01:23:00.000+08:00

. 22 11 o6 .
Ton-ned @ TohGuan *

Ferst took Skai @ bus stop . Changed clothes .
Proceed to 278 . ShafiQ && Hidayat trn .
Dn Yat chao . Myye && Skai went to tke Cloud frm JE int .
Waited for Wadiy && fwens till 11+ . Walk bck thre .
Achok && ShafiQ went hme to change . So 7 of us lepak @ 278 .
Suddenly ~~Ampai msk~~ . All of us cabot ahh . Seperate .
Myye && Azlin took lift to the top floor .
Skai dpt cabot naek tangge to 3rd story .
Budd` the policeman saw hym . LOLOL .
So, myye && Azlin da selamat . Fuhh !
Cloud kena screen tapi dier dpt lepas . Yoohoo !

dn he picit myye . met us @ top floor . Skai batt flat plak .
We smoke + lpk thre . sempat plak tu ! Dn we looked down .
Wadiy && fwens was brought inside the car .
guessed how many police car came ??
6 POLICE CARS && 1 CISCO VAN .
badii sak aku ~ hahaha . skali skai came up .
He said he saw Azlin`s head . wakaka ~
so 4 of us are safe ! quickly2 picit SyafiQ ask hym nt 2 come dwn .
Wadiy && fwens acc stoled 3 bikes frm Ecp && cycled all the way to ton with us .
and they are the one caught . BECAUSE OF US .
ii felt so bad nw . HMM .
it took hours for the police to move . ard 2++ they blah .
so 4 of us seperate . met @ 273 . dn lpk under mrt track .

Skai && Cloud went to BukitBatok* .
dn myye && Azlin met ShafiQ &&amp;amp; Achok*. ((:
blablabla
@ 6 we met Cloud && Skai @ 19o . lpk till 1opm .
send Cloud till bus stp . Bumped into Yaz .
HOME SWET HOME !!! FUCKING TIRED !!! AHH ~

p/s : PLEASE NOTE !!! TOH GUAN IS NOT SAFE!!!! BLUEKX .

2006-11-19T01:45:00.000+08:00

TON-NED WITH CLOUD , SKAI && TUPAI . ((:
@ WESTCOAST .

2006-11-18T01:41:00.000+08:00

At last, today ii met all my SisterLurrps* .
All of us are in 3n1 ! woohoo ~ x))
ii got Geo + Art . geo shuck . love ART !
weee~ lpk with them opp sch . lovelove*
After that went home && change . Went to Naz crib .
Then went to VivoCIty* with Naz, Ryan && Zul .
Had lunch @ BurgerKing . Met Intan && Azlin thre .
Took bus to Bugis . Window shopping .
Dn went dwn to Esplanade* . Met Dan && fwends thre .
jahjahjah
we made ALOT of noise inside the bus otw hme .
weeee . ii had fun! ((:

Aku yang rentan karena cinta yang tlah hilang darimu

2006-11-16T11:26:00.000+08:00

( tgh slekeh mekeh . =DDD )

ytr went to chalet @ PasirRis* .
very the fun wors . Daniel giler . hahahah .
bumped into Roi_Ciner && KakNana . =DD
but sadly, she told us that Along && Farhan was ~~caught~~ .
HMM . dn met 2n1 peeps ! miss dhem niiaaa .
rrly had effing fun ! . ii love you peeps ! . weee ~
ard 73o took train to Clementi .
took 99 . Skai && Cloud pick us up @ bus stop .
dn meet Chop , Amin && gang . ((:
buy ciggys . lpk . dn met Farah && SaddiQ @ Lakeside .
dn patah alek blk 4o8 . Ton-ned there . Ribot saks ~
Coincidently , a guy whu asked ferr mye && Intan`s num was their bro .
LOLOL .

it was FUNFUNFUN . ii got along with them in a blink ! =))`
ii simply adored Mickey`s* AngKongs . niceyy ~
funny sak he . sing2 with Hym . wakaka ~
HMM . ii jsut wanted to say a million thanks to Chop .
Bcos he stood up for myye when hys own brother ~~hurt my feelings~~ .
ii love you ; BESTFRIEND . (:(:
jahjahjah . reached hme ard 83o . slept till 5 plus .
fucking tired saks . didn`t go out today . ahax ! .

x . Andai di berikan emas permata, ku pilih senyumanmu . x

2006-11-13T19:46:00.000+08:00

- 11 . 11 . o6 -

went 0ut @ 8pm . took train andd met Tikuz && sQuirrell @ CityHall*
Saw Areb . bluekks~ dn lepak with AbgBao && frends . ((:
chao @ 1o . Took train with AbgBao, Tikuz && sQuirrell .
Myye && sQuirrell alighted @ BoonLay . Took 243w to Blk 7o7 .
Met up with Chop && Acit . Buy ciggy . Amin, Skai andd Cloud trn .
Berd && Tay too . had loads of FUNFUNFUN ! =]

. Darimu , ku temukan hidupku .

2006-11-12T03:25:00.000+08:00

okay ! let`s update . Rebonded my hair && ii`ve dyed it GoldenCopperBrown .

At last ii met up with A`an Hillgrove . wakaka . .

To ApitChinoneh && HougangFriends :;
fuckk off from our lyfe .
buang mase . buang energy . buang duit .
you got your revenge back . dts it .
long story . hahahaha . .

- [[ Thursday o911o6 ]] -

Met up with Amin_BlackPirate* , Skai , Cloud && SholihinChop* @ JurongEast .
Lepak with them && took cab to cck . Met up with usual members .
Dn chao @ ard 5 . Iman && FaruQ went bck to work .
So left with Myye. Naz. Azlin. Intan. Ryan. Zul.
We went to Farah`s open hse . Hurr crib was packed ! ((:
ii jsut salam-ed all of them . ii know some of them though .
Had a chat with Faris` clsmte ; Fadhilah .

" maseh igt tk nie sape? "
" igt la . fadhilah kn? "
" yup . "
" so hw is faris? "
" ok . but when he was with u, dier pena lng yg dier rindukn ina . "
----

had FUNFUNFUN @ Farah`s crib ! =))`
dn Mansur && gang came . Ribot saks . cam-WHORED .
deyy left . after dt Areb && Friends cme . urghhh ~
We waited for FaruQ . akhirnya dier tiba . LOLOL ~
dn we chao . wnt to Lot1 . dn lpk undr the void deck .
kecoh-ness ! skali nie police yg da OFF-DUTY dtg .
ask us to throw away our ~~ciggarettes~~ . dn we proceed to anoder block .
Myye && Azlin sanggop pata alek to tke bck our cigarretes . ahas .

lpk till ard 1o+ . dn jln kaki to TeckWhye* . Memories ~
took 985 . Bumped into Malik && Aroy . dey otw hme frm Farah`s crib .
dn joined them . walked with them till bus stop . took 187 .
Lepak awhile with Hazmi undr my blk and HOME SWEET HOME .
wooo ~ long && tiring day . ii enjoyed today vewie muchk ! o.O

- [[ Friday 1o11o6 ]] -

Today was supposed to be my second mth with Hym* .
tapi . . TAK KESAMPAIAN . ))) :
Azlin came over . 0ff we went to Lot0ne . Apply for job @ McD .
Waited for Naz . Bought MickeyMouse necklace . x))
Bumped into SitiAisyah, Jum!!!, Farhana && also Dayah . ahas.
dn met up with Iman && FaruQ . went to lepak . Ryan && Zul cme .
They said Daniel was coming . Budd` he did`nt turn up ! =.="""
ahh ~ lpk3 . dn took 985 to meet my abg terchayunk !! AbgErwin* .
miss hym !! LOLOL ~ afta dt went to Azlin`s crib .
lalala ~ lululu ~ went westmall . lpk infront of PAP . CWAZIIE !!! .
blablabla ~ waited for Intan . reached hme @ 12 sharp .

up . up . up . and . AWAYYYYY !!! ~

2006-11-09T09:13:00.000+08:00

7 November 2o06

Jalan-ing rayer with Naz && PriSchFriends . blablabla
Dn Myye, Naz && Azlin went to pick up Ryan, FaruQ, Zul, Shahrul, Iman frm YewTee mrt .
So 8 of us to0k cab to Mamat_Nemo`s crib . Kecoh-ness . ((:
@ hys hse gerek . LOLOL . Dn Mamat ask myye to top-up fer Hym . =.=""""""""
Dn chao Iman`s hse . jahjahjah x))
Last hse was Naz . hahaha . Dn Shahrul gimme flying kisses .
ahhh~ cair . So we took cab hme .
DONE ! XDD

( candid ! FaruQ nga mamam . wakaka ~ )

2006-11-07T02:17:00.000+08:00

back for new updates . ytr was FUNFUNFUN . =DDD
woke up in the morn && went to Azlin`s crib . 0ff we went to Westmall .
Bought dye && studs . Took 176 to WestCoastPark* .
ii pierced agaen at the bottom left . Ate @ mcD while waiting for them .
dn lpk awhile and they came . ~~Ribot~~ saks .
Daniel. FaruQ. Ryan. Naz. Zul. Iman.

lpk @ the pondok . had loads of fun ! . ((:
dn ard 6 Aini && Amy came . then took bus to Bugis .
All of us were so kecoh . Nyanyi lagu Krayon . Dn berduet . Cwaziie !
Follow them go jamming . 0ne whole jamming room was packed ! =]
all of us were lyke singing && dancing together . weeeee ~
ii fell in love with their sister/brotherhood . HMM .
ii miss those tymes i spent with Bdk2Pondok* . )))) :
Dan, Aini && Amy took cab hme . The rest took train .
Reach hme dn bergantong with Amin_BlackPirate* until 3 am .

___ . You Found a Way Inside My Heart . ___

2006-11-02T15:44:00.000+08:00

( Mohd Ridzuan Shah . hahaha ~ )

- o1 . 11 . o6 -

ytr was tiring budd` it was indeed FUNFUNFUN && memorable ! . ((:
jalan-ing rayer with Intan, Azlin && Zakee, adQ Nad, Naz, Ian && Farid .
Ferst hse was Nad . Celebrated Ian bdayy . dn to Faiz crib . Dn Ian && Farid blah .
Wnt to Bedok . Met Wan, Firdaus* && HysFwen . jalan rayer thre .
lalala ~ lululu ~
Took 5o6 to BukitBatok . adQ Nad went hme . We headed to Kiko`s crib .
Hys adQ damn kiyut !! aww . . hahahaha . =]

Wan uat hal . He vomitted b l o o d . He wanted to rembat Fir && Zakee .
He didn`t realised wd he was doing . He said he don`t know all of us .
He even asked what he was doing here . =.=""""
We calmed he down && help Hym recall things .
jahjahjah
Sempat posing pt dlm lift plak tu . Singapura tongek !!!
it was fucking funny . He even called Naz 'pisang' . wakaka ~
He asked us what was the meaning of ~~punat~~ . gagagagaga .
dn Zakee tertolak Wan . Wan tumbled dn hys *tooott* kene pagar .
lawak to the max siak !! . lolol . all of us terkekek2 thre . haha . haha .
He walked aimlessly . Dn he go sheeshee . 0keyy liao ~
He was back to Hys own selp . dn he mintk maaf @ everyone . Sampai terpelok2 Fir .
LOLOL .

Headed to KakFas` crib . peca perot agyy . ahas . blablabla
dn we cekik @ mcD . lepak thre until ard 1o30 ++ .
Reach hme @ 11 pm . fucking tired . Bobok quite late .
I totally forgot about my primary sch jalan-ing rayer was todayy ! . omg omg .
Ribot seii ~ I was so tired so ii told dhem ii can`t mke it . Miss dhem ! haiis .
ii did`nt have muchk rest as for 4 straight days ii did`nt get enough cleep .
so today was my so-called "day off" . hees .
did`nt go out for the ferst tyme todayy ! =))`

this is for YOU .
thanks for telling me the truth . its better if you told me that you were attached earlier . Is is so wrong ?? Urghh . I hate being lied to . Especially by your Loved0nes . I hate guys to take advantage of me. 0h well, hope you && Hurr* last long ! ((;

. I still just can`t believe .. you`re g o n e .*

2006-11-02T01:30:00.000+08:00

ferst && foremost :; Happy 16th Bdayy Ian ! =))`

Monday : Went to Azlin`s hse . Dn AbgBao && friends came .

and after dhem was 0ur Ex-Bdk2 pondok members .

HMM .

~~Faris~~ was there . He did`nt wear that BajuRayer we bought together .

ahhh~ heart pain . ahax . budd` ii jsut ignored Hym .

Dn Hakim && Azhar talked to myye .

I think all of dhem heard the news already . haiis .

budd` they were alright with myye .

Dn deyy all want to chao already . Guess what ?

~~Faris~~ came up to myye && salam myye .

At least ii got to hold Hym for the last tyme .

ii`m so fucking happy !! hahahaha .

He gave myye the switest smyle . awww . .

I miss Hym . )))):

After that went to Zakee`s hse .

Found out he`s my sedare jaoh . ahas .

get $5 . lolol . dn went to WestCoastPark .

memories~

lpk @ Jetty until ard 1o++ . reach hme @ 1o3o .

Bergantong with Sholihin dn he TERbobok .

Talked with my "abg ipar" Acit until 4am . =]

Tuesday : Was woken up by AbgElmo .

Dn @ 1o3o am met Hym @ CSC .

watch Hym && Nazirul play bowling .

dn took Badot frm bbss . && met Azlin .

mamam @ McD . met up with Nazihah .

Lepak . Wnt to Azlin`s hse . Intan came over .

Karaoke . Dn lpk with AbgElmo .

Azlin wnt hme . Myye , Naz && Intan wnt YewTee .

Took Qisteena . To Naz crib . Dn to Lot1 .

blablabla . reach hme ard 1o .

waited for Sholihin to call . dn tk call . =.="""

dn msg2 with Amin until 5am .

ii slept for 2 fucking hours .

was woken up by the alarm clock .

meeting Sista/Brother Lurrps @ 1o3o ltr .

Jalan-ing rayer agaen ! ((:

okkk done ! xp

x . AirMataMenjadiSaksinya . x

2006-10-27T17:36:00.000+08:00

WE ENDED .
BoiRazor ; YourHistoryIsMine *

Knew each other since primary sch .
Lost contact . Kept in tough AGAIN .
Met up on 11o6o6 @ cck .
12o7o6 . ton @ bb && gombak .
Fireworks @ Esplanade .
Lpk@ pondok continuously .
o4o9o0 - Ton @ ChangiBeach. Memorable nite ~
3 days 2 nights ` 0urLoveStarted . (''v'')
o9o9o6 :; Ton@ ecp . He sound myye .
1oo9o6 . Accepted Hym * Starting0fANewChapter -
Met Hym* Everyday && every night w/o fail .
o81oo6 . Wnt 0ut wyth HysMum && adQ .
Stupid Fights . Wrong 0r Right . ^ Continuously ^
1o1oo6 - 0neMonthsAnniversary -
121oo6 :; A night with Hym && Bdk2Pondok . ((:
161oo6 . Celebrated MyBdayy + 0ur1stMonthAnniver .
271oo6 - WE ENDED . He asked for a break-up .

1oo9o6 - 271oo6
48 days .
1 mths 17 days.

goodbye suckas ;

2006-10-27T00:10:00.000+08:00

heys . long tyme no update ehk . ((:
dgr2 some ppl dont lyke me wishing dhem . oh well .
i`ve putos with Faris && bdk2 pondok . don`t ask .
my mood for HariRaya is totally g o n e .
nw lpk bck with members lamer . * Brudderz 999 *
weeeee . sayanQq dowank . esp @ Elmo . Badot && AbgFedly .
hmm . let`s start from last week .

- 211oo6 -
Happy 16th bdayy Badot ! =]
- 221oo6 -
Happy 14th bdayy Khairul Azhar ! ((:

- 241oo6 -
Camat ari rayer !
p/s : mintak maaf sume lau der mayakitkn ati korank . terkasar bahse .
terMAKI . terKUTOK . terBUTO . mintak maaf yer . =DD
Happy 1st mth to Nazihah &&
Shah . hpe u twu last NONG NONG -

- 261oo6 -
ytr after sch went to Gombak && flw Intan tke hur skert && buy dye .
she bought CopperGoldenBrown . niceyy ! ((;
dn met Erwin &&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp; Wawan @ mrt . took train && meet AbgSedare Erwin wyth hys ghurrl .
Alighted @ Clementi . see dhem played pool . Lpk wyth AbgMamat awhile .
Dn meet Erwin alek . He blanje us mamam @ McDonalds . lovelove*
took bus . long story lahh . budd` fucking FUNFUNFUN .
Erwin tipu kite . ahhhhhh~ tkpe maafkn jer . 3 of us kena punk`d .
haha. haha. haha . tkpe2 . hari nie hari kau . esok luse hari aku !!
bluekx .

TODAY .
gotten class photo . cd . report book .
lolol .

Comments : Nurhakimah has a friendly diposition and is polite in all situations. She shows equal respect to everyone and gets along well with her classamtes. She is always willing to help her friends in need. With greater effort and commitment, she should produce more promising results.

so fake seii . haha . ii`m happy MsTham wrote this fake statement . weeeeee*
ii`ve gotten 4 U grade . lululululu .
oh ya . my Conduct = FAIR . due to truancy . ahas .

most of all . ii`m fucking happy cause ii`m promoted to sec3 !!!!! .
wooohoo . let`s hope tmr is going to be fun .
and no fucking bastards would spoil my day .

Usah kau tangiskan pada cinta lama
Usah kau impikan kita 'kan bersama
Biarkan ia terus berlalu...
Bagaikan mimpi hilang di mata

2006-10-16T16:05:00.000+08:00

BEFORE

AFTER

Mondayy ! ((:

Called up alotta ppl . Some last minute cnt come . 0h well .
Left home ard 3+ . Went to Azlin`s hse .
Then met Dear , SyafiQ , Eizzam , Hakim && Nasrul @ BlueSeat .
Afta dt chao to meet Badot, Elmo, Aizat && KakLela @ Pondok .
jahjahjah
Buke @ Azlin`s house . Dn ciap2 for dha party .

Daniel came ferst . Dn dha skinheads . =.="""
Dear la . Dtg dgn boot sume . hmm . .
dn bdk2 yiss && dha rest ahk . =]
Light dha cake . I blowed half of it && Dear blowed dha rest .
haas . Dn we cut dha cake together . I love Hym* ! ((((:
Took peekchurres of dha cake ! Niceyyy !
Abg gave myye a present ! Thanks alot ! =)
blablabla
as usual , kena sabo ! ahhhh~
it was memorable && FUNFUNFUN ! ((:

Dn change pt uma Azlin . Dear also went home twu chge .
Lepaks until ard 11 . Ton @ Azlin`s hse .
Mls nk pi skola . dn lpk @ my hse . hahax .
0ut agaen to meet Members @ outside Hillgrove .
Lepak @ pondok Utan . blablabla
went hme @ 43o++ .

Wednesdayy ! ((;

bought my BegRayer at last ! White colour niia . $16.9o .
dn bought Gray contoct lenses . weeeeeeeee * ahax .
&& bought a pair of earrings .
this sat , goin Geylang with SistaLurrps && Apit_Hougang .
Hope its gonna be FUNFUNFUN . wna buy another pair of BajuRayer .
ii miss you ; LOVE .

. Keindahan Pelangi Adalah Keindahan Wajahmu Sayang .

2006-10-14T14:42:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 14TH BDAYY TO MYYE !! -
. && ya , to Dzul too . (:(:
weeeeeeeeeee *

today was not memorable lahh . budd` it was FUNFUNFUN .
ii didn`t really thought of celebrating my bdayy today .
tankQ everyone forr dha wishes + testy ! . x))
acc today , ii treated it as a normal day . at sch was fun lahh .
dn afta sch . dorang campak telor . lucky it was jsut 0ne . && it landed on my head .
so SAD . ))) : jahjahjah
dn go CakeShop* . bought a cake . NICE ! . monday celebrating my bday ! ((:
afta dt wna meet 0ur members @ BlueSeat .

Hakim , Iffa , SyafiQ && Izam was thre . joined dhem .
lepak . dn Izam gave myye 14 slaps and 3 kisses . LOLOL .
Iffa gave myye 14 kisses . thanks ! xpp
SyafiQ , Shazzy && Alin also gave myye kisses . dorang giler .
Dear* haven`t come down dt tyme . ahax . dn Kim && Iffa chao to town .
dn we played truth 0r dare . sueyyy ~
hahahaha . Everyone was supporting to dha MAX ! . (:(:
ok bye . at least ii had FUN . thanks alot ALL .
lovelove *

. igavemyheartcausenothingcancompareinthisworldtoyou .

2006-10-12T15:11:00.000+08:00

- 111oo6 -
went to Habourfront & Bedok . Myye && Azlin went to BukitGombak .
Met Dear , SyafiQ , Nas && Hakim . deyy all tk jadik pii Bugis . hmm .
dn Naz cme . we chao to Habourfront . bought hp strap .
blablabla
ard 6 we chao to Bedok . Met Wan . Miss hym siahh . he was effing LATE !
urghh ~ my blood was boiling . sumre tgh lapa agii . dn eat ferst @ 7eleven .
akhirnya , Wan kiter da sampai ! dn eat at KFC . talk2 .
ii was late . dn took train . reach ard 8++ . fuhh ! . ok bye .

- 121oo6 -
didn`t come school todayy ! lazy to dha max ! . dn ii boboks all dha way .
dn bergantong 0n dha fon with my syg && @ 3 , Azlin came over my hse .
at 4, chao twu meet Intan . Three of us cut hair @ BukitGombak . It shucks .
ahas . After that waited for MyHoneyBunny @ BlueSeat .
He came along with Kim, Nas && Iffa . hmm . .
He skinhead saks . He going botakkn rambot when sch clse .

Dn lepak jap . 0ff we go to westmall . Meet my abg tersyg ; Abgfedly .
He wear SmartMamat sey . aru alek keje . dn he blanje us mamam at KFC ! ((:
He bought for us each a Cheezito meal . yummmmsss*
afta dt he had to rush somewhre . dn we went bck to BlueSeat .
effing full siah ! . Met my HoneyBunny agaen ! x))
He gave myye a MickeyMouse ! . so CUTE ! . lovelove*

dn kiter pusing blkg , POLICE . hahaha . dn 1o of us kena screen .
Nas cbt cos he undr probation . All of us were makingjokes infront of the policemen .
LOLOL . dn dey asked us to go home . dn all of us lepak at tasek .
lpk until ard 1o . Dear && Salihin send myye hme . quite memorable lahh .
0nce agaen , thanks AbgFedly && Dearr . muackmuackss . ((:

2006-10-10T15:48:00.000+08:00

and my ("v") was torn && tattered to pieces AGAEN .
this tyme tkder feeling . my heart is DEAD .
those words . . so hurting .

" ii tk prepared utk 1mth . sbb byk bende da berlaku sblm 1mth "
" ii agk kiter tk akn last ampai rayer ah "

dn ii jsut tell my heart out . jahjahjah . da ltk phone dn ii smiling away .
no use crying lahh . jsut be happy in lyfe . jadik insan yg tk berdaya . ((:

even abg fedly said .

physically strong
emotionally dead
mentally sound

tmr da plan . wna go on an 0uting ! weees .
da ciap2 clothes agy . =DDDD
Dear , ii jsut want us to be lyke last tyme .
&& tmr , ii wna start afresh with yaa .
ii don`t even cre if it hurts me a little tiny bit ;
as long as you are happy , ii`m happy too . =]

in relationships , there are ALOT 0f ups && downs .
skrg , all this aku serahkan semue ini kepade Tuhan .
love can`t be forced . some people are meant to be , while some are NOT .
ii still have my Loved0nes* ryte here with myye . knknkn ? ((;
ii`m jsut being strong . oh ya , tankQ all fer being thre for myye .

nabeii ting tong bell ! . wooooooooo .

x . Appreciate This Piece 0f Heart ; And NEVER let it go . x

2006-10-10T07:21:00.000+08:00

heylo larlinQqs ` its since last month I didn`t update .
so let`s continue from yesterday .

ytr went 0ut with Dear* , HysMum && adQ .
go Geylang . wanted twu buy Hys aju rayer .
wna buy same colour ; sepasang . we bought lightGreen .
BUDD . . he didn`t like dha colour . ))):
ok forget abt that . dn jln2 . Dier cerewet jgk tao . LOLOL ~!!
he bought it ferr $9o++ . wasted kn . HMM .
after da li , both 0f us went to mit Nasrul @ 7eleven .
jln2 . dn go banQuet . Buke wyth Nasrul fam .
ii LOIIKE hys fam alot2 . all supporting + gilerr ! XDD

Nasrul`s pants was falling . So he borrowed my belt . ahax .
we lepak at bhd PayaLebar mrt . smke3 . .
0h ya . saw Boboi && Mummy thre . hees . =DD
dn took train to Kallang && straight bus ; 985 to 0ur pondok .
Meet our members thre . Reach hme @ 12 . ((;

Today ! ; afta exams , go westmall . Bought drinks from SweetTalk .
dn infrared hys pixchas && myne . *
I bought hym a ciggarette box . dn paste 0ur pix thre .
and buying ferr hym ciggies ltr . haiis . .
after that wnt to meet Hym && members @ blue sit .
lepak thre until ard 3 . jsut reached home .
after this maybe meeting AbgFedly, Nazirul && Azlin .
dn lpk at Pondok agaen . tmr`s 0ur 1st month . ((((:
I hope it would be a memorable 0ne *

. ii`m NOTHING when You`re Gone .

2006-10-03T16:35:00.000+08:00

CABOT-TED SCHOOL AGAEN ! WOOHOO . XDDD
we went to Habourfront . FUNFUNFUN .

HAPPY 15th bdayy to Toyol aka Khairul Rizal * =DDDD

bye pumpkins ! . ((:

2006-09-28T00:28:00.000+08:00

("v") . Boi_Razor * BrokenDOLL . ("v")

disini kau dan aku
terbiasa bersama
menjalani kasih sayang
bahagia ku denganmu

pernahkah kau menguntai
hari paling indah
ku ukir nama kita berdua
disini surga kita

bilakah kita mencintai yg lain
mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
sayang ku akan hilang

if u love somebody
could we be this strong
i will fight to win
our love will conquer all
wouldn`t reach my love
even just one night
our love will stay in my heart
my heart

pernahkah kau menguntai
hari paling indah
ku ukir nama kita berdua
disini surga kita

bilakah kita mencintai yg lain
mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
sayang ku akan hilang

bilakah kita mencintai yg lain
mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
sayang ku akan hilang

. Always && Forever .

2006-09-25T05:26:00.000+08:00

CAMAT BERPUASA SEMUE ! . =))

ytr had remedial in dha morn . cnt concentrate muchk .
wrote lyrics durng cls . lolol . dn afta dt wnt twu eat @ wstmall .
dn go jp . pi toys r us . wakaka ! . dn 0ff we wnt to lot1 .
acc, we were wasting our tyme till 2pm . woo .
dn alek . ciap2 . meet Alin && Intan @ interchge .
took bus twu esplanade . dn Solihin joined us .
bumped into alot of ppl . met Dearr, AIdi && Dan .
dn lpk wyth AbgMamat , Shahrul , Khairul && Ismail .
it was fun . wakaka ! . we beredar frm esp ard 1o+ .
took train . dn from BukitBatok walk hme wyth Dearr .
reach hme ard 11++ near 12 . ohh well . tired sia .

. BabyINeedYourLove .

2006-09-17T01:13:00.000+08:00

I havent been updating much this past few days . I just cant be bothered . lolol .
A Start Of A New Chapter For Myye && Farah . We`ve moved on . ((;

School shucks lah ! . I also cant be bothered . Go sch sleep or talk .
Even Mdm Quek says I`m going to retain if this happens lyke EVERYTYME .
0h well, I just dont care . GAGAGA . I miss you, love . ))):

2006-09-09T15:31:00.000+08:00

- o9o9o6 -

after mad , ciap2 && off ii go twu meet Intan && Azlin , Zul , Wan , Qadir && Shahrul @ bedok .
ii was so dha binget cos deyy cnt decide wether twu go EastCoast 0r ChangiBeach .
dn at last deyy decided twu go EastCoast . ii was fucking happy siol . =))))
joined Faris , Nasrul , Aidi && Saffar thre . FUNFUNFUN .
alotta ppl . played taiti . hahah . cute ahh he . dn dey all drink . LOLOL .
high nk mampos . hahahahahhahahaha .
had fun lahh . ton thre . altogether ; 11 ppl this tyme . jahjahjah

- 1oo9o6 -

HAPPY BDAYY AMMAR . ((;
&& Starting0fANewChapter . ("v") HEARTSS ("v")

tired sia . wnt hme in dha morn . dn reach hme . SLEEP !! .
ii slept lyke a pig . ii wke up dha next dayy . SCHOOL TAU ! .
shucks .

. Dear, YouAreLivingInMyHeart .

2006-09-07T15:33:00.000+08:00

sorry didn`t update for quite a nong tyme .
so here i go . jsut woke up @ 12 .
let`s BERCRITER ! . okokok ?

Day 1
woke up in the morn . pack2 . ciap2 .
dn 0ff ii go twu mit Kambeng .
go jurong . gy bank kluakn duit .
bought mickey && crown studs .
also bought black mini skert && purple strips t-shert .
niceyy ! dn to0k train tgu Kathy && Farah .
0ff we went to Clementi . to0k 196 to Ecp .
its was a nong nong bus ride . but it was fun .
we camWHORED . =))))`
" dalam perot kita hadirlah orchestra yg berbunyik . "
LOLOL

wnt mcD to eat . found a spot to chill .
dn Intan && Azlin cme . the weather was nice .
beauti-FOOL ! . ((;
cnt resist the water . so ii decided to RENDAM ! .
change clothes . weeeeeee ! . ii`m loving it ! .
dn Azri && Frens cme down . Azlin`s lurrp also .
blablabla
- skipped this part due to HUMILIATION -
Farah , Kathy , Kambeng && the rest went hme .
left myye , Intan , Azlin &&amp;amp;amp;amp; hurr boy . dn Zul && Wan cme dwn .
Azlin`s lurrp wnt hme . Nasrul && Faris called us .

dn took taxi to Changi to mit dhem . we were soo kecoh ! . xpp
ii love dhem LOADS ! . taxi fare was fcukin ex . DIAOO .
reach thre we all were singing lyke siao all the wayy .
chge clothes inside the tent . dn 7 of us were lyke know each other so well .
smke3 . pancing ikan . wakaka ! nas teached myye hw twu pancing . kekek sak .
blast musix . lepak2 . kekeke . dn @ ard 2 am we decided twu go xploring .
OCH . repeat after myye ; OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL .
haha . haha . haha . kiter dgr . kiter bau . kiter npk . =]
Wan jokerr said " Bulu ketiak aku ternaek siol . "
dn he saw smth . he said . " panjang umornya , pendek jubonya ! "
we were lafing our ass-es of . wakaka ! xpp

jahjahjah
eat dn we lepak . it rained so we decided twu play truth or dare . all of dhem were supporting ! .
- criter ini diantara kita 7 jerkk . LOLOL -
dn the guyys bob0k . dn 3 of us perhatikn dowank .
dn disturb2 dhem . at last all decided to stay awke .

Day 2
da pagi we all berendam . fcuking cold ! .
blablabla
dn ard 5-6 Bambang , Daud , LilShorty && Wan joined us .
lepak with dhem . dn Faris , Nasrul , Aidi && Safar cme .
ok aku giler . dn Bambang && gang alek . so left wyth 7 AGAEN .
blablabla

dn @ ard 2 we went xploring agaen . this tyme Intan tk ikot .
and yeah , this tyme we went IN och with a group of old mats && chi bikers .
all of us were kecoh . took pix && videos inside . we didnt see a single thing thre . dgr ajerr .
oh well . wnt we otw bck , saw alot of prostitutes // bapoks . Nas gy pekik lanjiau .
dn the bapok chasing us . nabeii . lolol .
blablabla

Day 3
4 0f them went hme . HMM . dn lpk with Along && friends until 7 .
reach hme ard 1o .

" Every now and then when I watch you , I wish that I could tell you that I want you .
If I can have the chance to talk with to you , if I get up the chance to walk with you ,
Then I would stop holding it in and never have to go through this again . "

2006-08-20T03:58:00.000+08:00

weeeeeeee .
t0dayy was FUNFUNFUN .
met up with Azlin , Farah && Kiko .
dn to0k 61 . veryy NONG NONG bus ride .
budd` it was fun ! . inside tha bus was soo kecoh .
to0k 1o0 to esplanade . jahjahjah
we were ~~TWU HOURS~~ late . omg . =x
okkk THREEEEE .
dn met my larlinQq` ika ! . ((:
lovelove* ( "v" ) * . x __

mamam pt mcD . dn lepak2 until 6 .
jerit2 pt marinasQuare c0sh nong never see eachkk 0ther .
reaction : FUCKING SLOW . -.-""
saw r0se . dn ika && friends chao .
we all lepak pt ro0ftop until 7 .
dn terserempak with Fifie , Fye && Friends .
lepak with them dn we cha0 . to0k 51 hmeee .
anoder nonnggg bus ride ! . wooos .
ended pt jur0ng . to0k 66 to BukitBat0k .
Kiko send Farah h0me . decided to Ton .

dn met up Faris , Nazirul . Nasrul , Adnan , Zad .
all were Hillgrove-nians . LOLOL .
smke3 . . sing , make alot 0f n0ise . jahjahjah
dn Kiko came twu j0in us . ii ikat hym a TONCET ! XDD
niceyy . all 0f them were Cwaziie ppl ! . =))
dn 4 ppl left . dn decided to go hme uhkk .
reach hme ~~bergant0ng~~ until 3AM .
done ! . xpp
peekchurres @ deIMPERFECTTfakerr blogg . ((:

- NobodyEverMadeMeFeelThisWay -

2006-08-18T11:03:00.000+08:00

your words played in my mind
how ii wished you`ll always be mine
this words seemed sincere && true
but now ii knew the real you
these memories 0f cuddles, hugs && kisses
now bleed, torn && dripped into pieces . .

days are getting duller and duller .
my friendship with Shaz maken ~~renggang~~ . )):
sometymes when our friends are having fcuking probs,
we can feel the pain :; sorrows && ii`m feeling dt now .
8 slashes at the wrists && blood dripping . . haiis .
she used a BLADE . so dissapointing .
girls are weak . failed in love && we nearly gave up .
ii realised now, DONT love a guy full-heartedly .
we haven`t reached the age . nw, studies studies k .
cheer up okay girl . ii love you . ((;

friends are ALWAYS there when you need them .
so treasure && appreciate them in lyfe .
myye && IKA are sisters for lyke 4 years .
we went through ups && downs :; THICK and THIN .
ii love hurr to bits . hearts you sys !! . ( "v" )
and ii tell you, single is the best! xpp

erkk . okay . its a high chance that ii`ll be in 3n1 next year .
chose art . SocialStudies + Literature . 0kk or not ? lols .
ii`m seriously not good in maths . ii suckk in that . omg .
this sat coming dwn esplanade agaen . weee .
anyone coming ? come tau jgn tk come . =pPp
0h yeahh . ii`ve contacted ~~Sholihin~~ bckk . woo .
haiis . ii miss those 0lden days . LOLOL .
klahh . tkcrr . . dont do stupid things jsut bcosh of a guy .
" true love worths the wait && pain . "

. TercabikHatiInginMer0nta .

2006-08-16T10:39:00.000+08:00

haiix .
my mum found out ii smoke .
dn she dissapointed && Cryy .
till now . .
haiisx .
sad lehhs .
0kkkkk .
ii wna quit sm0king !!!! .
lolol .
jsut for my Friends && Loved0nes *
haix ! .
tkcrr dunt tke druggs . .

2006-08-13T14:39:00.000+08:00

first && f0rem0st . HAPPY BDAE MUMMIE :;
hearts * ("v") love yaaa truckLOADS .

0kkk . was in my LALAland wn suddenly Sandra && Naz called miie .
haff to wake up fcuking early man . meet my larrlinQqs at mcD .
dn all 0f us to0k bus to MacRitchie . jahjahjah
saw abao && Witri . lolol . sweet ahk dem .
dn the race started . ii walked dn run with Sandra .
lazy urhhs . dn walk with Malik && Haries .
c0ngrats t0 dem lahh ! . And adQ liyana ! . ((:
ii had FUN ! .

to0k bus bck to BB . wnt Azlin hse . chge .
dn tgu Rudy && Naz . siket nyer " cpt " 0kkk .
Met up with Syera . buy ciggy .
to0k 1o6 to t0wn . jln2 .
thought 0f buying shades && crown belt .
cnt find dn tur0n CityHall . packed ! .
walk2 . go esplande . met up with Fye && 0thers .
to0k 51 hme . 1hr++ ride . tired !
dn to0k 176 to adQ jannah hse twu tke my bagg .
lpk at hurr hse awhile . dn wnt hme .
reminisced tha tymes 0f me && Hym* , haiis . . ))':
reached hme lte . kene lecture . dn . .
ii gave mum hurr present ! . she l0ike it . yeayy !!~
wnt go bob0k urhhs . tata !!~

` # SOME pe0ple are meant to be ; while SOME are NOT . -- *